Live The Awakened Dream

Dreams can be confusing and I have had a few that left me wondering at their meaning. Last night I dreamed of men in trench coats in a cold environment, I could also hear cold running water beneath the streets of their feet. Odd for sure but it’s not something I will linger over to decipher what it meant.

It’s much more interesting to live in the awakened dream, to live life in the here and now with intention and purpose. My own awakened dream is to stay purposed for a positive influence to others. This is not always easy because inwardly I want to withdraw and hide away from others. It’s a personality mechanism I have lived with most of my life. To force myself out into the world is purposeful and on those days when I can share laughter, hugs and genuine friendships, life is wonderful. I strive each day to live in this awakened state.

Need Help

We had been to a local produce market and as we finished putting our vegetables and fruits in the back of our car some women stopped their car behind us asking directions. With strange accents they asked for directions for the nearby Walmart. Trying to give them some brief instructions of how to find it up the road, my husband and I looked at each other knowing what we had to do. “Follow us okay?” I said.

The woman driving smiled widely asking, “Really?” I couldn’t resist nodding with laughter back in agreement. Following us a couple miles back up the freeway, we pointed the women into the huge parking lot while they passed waving from their car.

Turning into the huge asphalt lot we saw a woman in a wheelchair sitting on the corner at the exit road with some sort of sign. Looking at my husband I didn’t need to say anything, he nodded in silent agreement. I checked my wallet which only had a couple bills but we exited our vehicle. Not wanting to be saps it was time to learn more.

The walk felt long and we were exposed to onlookers in the semi-empty parking lot. Arriving at the corner we met the woman with her handwritten cardboard sign asking for help. Smiling at us we were immediately taken by her friendly demeanor. She was dressed in shabby clothing and her body had seen better days. She sat in a worn wheelchair but her smile was one of a child with hope.

Cars drove by and the occupants stared at us. Ignoring these eyes upon us we gave this woman our full attention. She had hit hard times and her van needed to be fixed. Clearly she had to swallow any pride to ask for this kind of help but she was desperate. To our surprise she knew Jesus offered hope. We prayed with her there on that corner laying down any pride or embarrassment we had been carrying. Giving her the few bills we had in our wallets we walked away to pick up some bottles of water for her.

‘Mackin’ It

Toby Mac sings….

The dream is fading now I’m staring at the door
I know it’s over ‘cause my feet have hit the cold floor
Check my reflection, I ain’t feeling what I see
It’s no mystery
Whatever happened to a passion I could live for?
What became of the flame that made me feel more?
And when did I forget…
That I was made to love You

When Time Ran Out

“When the world is running down

You make the best of what’s still around”

The Police -when-the-world-is-running-down

Here we are listening to news stories of oil running out, global warming with the polar ice caps melting, extinction of unique species every 20 minutes and catastrophic disasters happening all over the globe.

The unprepared mind may want to panic, but don’t! There is a plan and it’s a good one. A manual exists so you can be prepared for all emergencies. It’s often referred to as the “good book”. We even have a Shepherd to guide us and He’s prepared the evacuation route ahead of time. The path may get narrow and even uncomfortable but don’t fret, He is the way, the truth and the light.

Isa 51:6 Lift up your eyes to the heavens, look at the earth beneath; the heavens will vanish like smoke, the earth will wear out like a garment and its inhabitants die like flies. But my salvation will last forever, my righteousness will never fail.

Anger Thoughts

Anger is the fluid that love bleeds when you cut it.

Anger’s the anesthetic of the mind.

C.S. Lewis

Tree Gestapos

My husband unit hacked up our gorgeous tree this afternoon in anticipation of a visit from the “tree police”. Now mind you we had no idea these persons even existed until we got an unexpected ticket posted on our door a couple years ago. They actually threatened to fine us for our tree providing too much shade! In their speak they felt our tree branches hung too low. Now by our measurements a semi-truck would have had to drive right next to the curb to have been hit by these low-hanging limbs so I refused to trim the tree. Even sitting atop a horse on the sidewalk you wouldn’t have been hit by these things so I blew the “post-it” ticket off.

A week later we came home from work to find another “post-it” attached to the front door of a brighter color and with more forceful language. They had actually scheduled a date they would return to inspect our limbs and fine us if need be! I was disturbed that our city was paying this busybody to go about our lovely neighborhoods and ticket home owners for their shady limbs.

My reaction was of course one of rebellion! I was ready to take on this “Tree Gestapo” by posting a huge sign on my tree trunk with the words “persecuted” on it. The husband unit felt it would be wiser to trim the branches and not get the ticket. I tucked my wee tail of defiance between my legs out of respect to “the man” I love for the greater good of household peace.

I have a dark side I have not shared with “the man”. As I helped him chop up our lovely branches yet again this year I keep my eyes pealed, waiting to see the “Tree Gestapo” tagging another home. One day I will identify this city employee and I will pursue him in the love I am taught. For every limb he has made us chop away I have a seedling for his own yard. In my heart I want them to be healthy seeds but one can never tell where a weed may find its way in.

Man Fully Alive

“The glory of God is man fully alive.” Saint Irenaeus

A man fully alive needs no explanation, but a man who is lacking will seek his full life!

Be His Hands

A morning dawn brings promising new light and unknown possibilities. Every day we live our lives with an expectation of something greater than the day before. When was the last time you looked up at the sky and truly enjoyed the blue tones? Have your eyes open to all….See the woman who hungers to be acknowledged that her existence matters. Help the man whose arms are tired. Hug the child who is sad. Feed someone who hasn’t eaten today.

Be the light of a promise delivered. Be His hands.

Matt 7:24 “Therefore everyone who hears these words of mine and puts them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on the rock.”

Artistic Expressions

Like any story told it is easier to convey thoughts without speaking at all simply by sharing a picture. For that purpose we enjoy art of all sorts. Things inexpressible for words come alive in color, music, sculpture, smells and a thousand other things I myself cannot express.

Not everyone likes to read. Some of us are simply wired in ways to enjoy our other senses. As a writer it is often incomprehensible to understand others not enjoying a written story. Mine is an imagination where I live inside my own head. For everything I see outwardly I can change and manipulate inwardly to make a thousand varied stories based on my senses of sight, smell, taste, touch and hearing. A gift for sure but not one I can claim as the ‘end to all’ for expression. I enjoy the artistic expressions others have that don’t even come close to my own understanding. All I can say is “beautiful”!

I can write about the flowers I saw but nothing would beat seeing them, touching them or smelling them. The master of all art is brilliant! Thank you Lord!