In my mind I am free! I dance around a bonfire barefoot in the middle of a rain without restraint of inhibition. I yell and sing whatever silly syllable of heart expression is upon my tongue. I grab up handfuls of mud, squeezing them tightly in my fists, letting go of rage I sometime feel within. I tilt my head back opening my mouth wide and I am filled with the cleanest of water. I just want to drown!