There are many times when we want to do something nice for others and yet when we check out the motivations within our own hearts, things become suspect don’t they? I am not talking about the buying someone a cup of tea or perhaps a soda from one of those vending machines. I’m talking about the real giving, the kind that hurts in some way or another. Those are the moments that truly test our character don’t they?
Suddenly we start doing the inventory of how much this gift cost us or if we are really in a twist we can even wonder what we may receive in return for our consideration. Honestly I find these moments to be a plumb line for what is really lurking inside the inner chambers, away from prying eyes. When I am able to give, even when it costs me something, and I still have a grin on my face and cheer in my heart then I know I am maturing!
2Sa 24:24 But the king replied to Araunah, “No, I insist on paying you for it. I will not sacrifice to the Lord my God burnt offerings that cost me nothing.” So David bought the threshing floor and the oxen and paid fifty shekels of silver for them.
