I will draw closer to the very one who seeks my death so that I may live in fullness. I long to die to everything I ever thought I wanted. Let my hands grab hold of the better things. Let me leave behind emptiness, confusion, and vanity. May I know the joy of humbleness, the peace of living not for myself. Let my eyes see the fires lit in others I am meant to serve when I pour out all of myself as an offering of love. It is time to fully lay down my life so that I may know the greatest of loves.